Suddenly Feel The Same Way

"The worst part is like, in the end of the day, you were like, one of my best friends and I feel that I’ve completely lost that. I lost another friend. I am so just like tired of making you be my friend and I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel pathetic." - Lauren Conrad, The Hills

And This is What I Love Of A Friendship

Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail - upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, call it, find it,
View it, code it, jam - unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch - update it,
Name it, rate it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax - rename it,
Touch it, bring it, Pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start - format it.
-Daftpunk, Technologic

A friend to me is not the same thing like a technology. You cannot buy a friend like a cool stuff because they are priceless. But the words above, the lyrics, in my opinion has accidentally reminds me to something that i shouldn't do in my friendships. I can't Lock my friends, i cannot bordering them cause they have a freedom to say and act what they want. I can't Erase them too, because no matter what they did to me, they're still a friend of mine (unless they've betrayed me, I swear to God.. I'm not kind to them and i can be evil than an evil itself). And the last, this is the word that could applies to anyone -either a friend or a boyfriend- that you cannot Upgrade your friend to be someone you like. Have you heard a quotes that saying, "You come to love by not finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly." and i strongly agree with that.

And this is a random question:
Do you know the power of your friendships?
the answer is:
Having a close friend means you feel less stressed and find it easier to stick to healthy habits. and, most important you always have someone to answer the "am I crazy?" question.

and it's so true :)

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I've Got The Invitation!

Yesterday Oma has sent to me a tweet to requesting the guest list invitation of MAP Fashion Week Spring/ Summer 2010. For a few minutes, I think it's impossible for me that i will winning the invitation, but well then, i tried to send a request to them and surprisingly when i check my mail an hour ago I'm in the short listed of that fashion show. And i will attend:

YAY!

Be Wise With Your Time

"We gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying."
-Kris Allen, Live Like We're Dying

Love Must Go On

"What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, and what am i supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok, I'm falling to pieces." -The Script, Breakeven

I thought love is kind a sweet thing but love can be evil sometimes. Love can hurt you so bad when you're losing someone you like. And when your love is gone, it feels like no one can ever compare him cause all you ever wanted is just him. You think that your love is worth to wait. But how long? How can you move on? Just believe that everyone has their own soul mate, until that time coming, they will found someone. Someone you could believe, he is the one.

You Own Yourself

"No one can make you inferior without your consent." -Elanor Roosevelt

It means you can only feel lower than or jealous of someone, if you let yourself. That is, it's all you! Nobody can call you ugly and make you ugly unless you feel like they're saying the truth. We get hurt by people, because we let them hurt us. (adapted from here)

Tuesday Review:

I watched Alice In Wonderland with Erren after searching the book references for our thesis on a campus library. I guess the movie was good enough to watch. I've waited this movie since a month ago and i though it will be another great movie of Johnny Depp and movie directed by Tim Burton but i just kinda bored to watch it even the visual effect is great and John was funny as usual but i don't know.. this movie has failed to make me said, "Wow."

at least this couple yogurt of J.Cool has successfully put a smile upon my lips in my chatty time with erren :)

He said, "Just Talk, and Laugh"

Last night i spent more than a couple hours to had a chat with my ex boyfriend, my first love in the senior high school, ahah! We're flashback our memories together and found many things that we didn't know before. We laugh to tell our habits, our feelings, and many! He told me that he will remember this conversation, he said 10-03-10 is the day of the justification. muahaha.. he's too funny and i suddenly noticed that he really the boy I've been looking for that time. Smart boy with the kindhearted and quite romantic (cie..) hahah! He seemed to understand me when he told me who am i and who i was.. and the point is i learned something new to know myself deeper than before from him. thanky B! :)

Let's Support Earth Hour!

Show your support by turning off the lights for one hour, Earth Hour. In 2010 Earth Hour will continue to be a global call to action to every individual, every business and every community. A call to stand up, to take responsibility and to get involved in working towards a sustainable future. So turn off your lights for one hour, Earth Hour, 8.30pm, Saturday 27th March 2010.

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Too Much Tired

I'm enjoying Java Jazz Festival 2010 (JJF) Day 2 with Oma today, and get tired after that show. I watched the music performances of Maliq n D'essentials, Andezzz, Monita Tahalea, Glenn Fredly (plus his collaboration with Endah N Rhesa and Shandy Sundoro to sing Let's Say Love to spreading positive viruses in the life from the album of Lovevolution by Glenn, and that was awesome!), i saw Coklat too.. they're support the local product of Indonesia called "100% cinta produk Indonesia", i guess it's a great mind to support our lovely nation.

The venue of JJF 2010 is new, it's on Jakarta International Expo (JIExpo) at Kemayoran. The venue is larger than the previous event of JJF 2009 in Jakarta Convention Center (JCC), so we have to got an extra energy to reach stage by stage of the artist line-up show. And it's so tiring, if you came in a bad mood, there's no surprise that you will lose your energy to enjoying those music performances. I realized that it's not easy to organizing the music festival at a new venue but how can you decided thing without a bad expectation like this for the large event? i don't care about the larger stage or how many stages they have and the larger food station.. it's a music festival, they served over 20 artists each day, and with this larger venue make us get tired quickly. And the other complaint is the less coordination of the committees, i stuck in the line queue at Hall A2, gate of Glenn Fredly show for a 20 minutes! The gate was close on 10.00 pm because the stage is full of guests. It was the same time when Glenn start his show. How can the gate is closed when the shows starting? We're really disappointed with this, almost the whole guests has mad and shouted the committee in the front gate but they have no action to reduce our anger. And after the gate opened there is a bad, bad, bad, bad situation that I've ever seen in the music festival like this, i trapped in the line queue without a space to walking near by the stage. Over crowded! and the last annoyed thing is.. i have to spent 1,5 hours to out of this place, just in the parking lot! errrrrgh..

Well, it just my own thought and I hope in the next event whether the place and the coordination of the show will run better. I prefer to choose JCC for JJF 2011. Bring us back for the comfort venue.

Life is For Charities

"You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend."
-James Taylor, You've Got A Friend

photo from here

I used to think about the dark situation in a human life, there's not always stand a happiness thing in their eyes. There are over a million people in the world living below the poverty line. They need our hands to hold them. I love kids and i always missed my childhood, a wide memories that i will never forget even the worse part of it. And this "21 years old" means to me to become wiser than before, to be the people who can respected many things around my life.

As we can see, it's a clear view that not all of the child in the world have a decent life, many of them had the underlined life of poverty or even get worst to see the kind of violence and get abandoned by their parents. They need our help. We need to care to ensuring health, education, equality and protection for the world's children. Sometimes i feel envy with the people who got a brilliant voices or the other talents so they've got a chance to give something for the children needs by their individuals income. I am not be able to reach those child like an artists or the philanthropies but someday i want to rest a part of my life to help 'em. I want to support them as a donor or volunteer of a partner organization just like a UNICEF or the huge one of organization such a UNESCO. That's my biggest real dream to make a little difference for children. I believe that every child has a dream and a desire to achieve their dreams.

And The World Has Set Goals For Children
Would you help them for a better life in the future?

It's about Love

"What was the point of having unending life if that life was without love?" -Claudia Gray

I love to be loved and i hate to lose it all. Love means everything to me. Allah -the only one i can believe in this world, believing that Allah was truly exist in my soul, hear and guide me to had a great life. A family -how could i live without 'em? they're the lights of my life. Friends -they're belong to me in every time i need 'em, my energy. And my life -that is a fabulous thing i learned how can i stand in this world with my own feet. I'm fully blessed with all of my thoughts and feelings about something, learn a new thing in life just like a surprise for me, got a challenge to facing the hardest part of my life and trying to solve it all and a choice to have a new one you loved is the most cute feeling i guess, when you have a good feeling to miss someone that you had care about or even when you feel like you had a big storm in your life to lose someone you love, at least you've learned how to keep up and protect your love and try to be the nice one for them.