Tuesday 19 April 2011

23rd! :)

I feel like the luckiest person in the world because...
Today is my birthday, today is my very first time interview in some retail company as a graphic designer, today i got a new friend, today i have a new experience, today i got tons of attention, today my brother became so nice to me -he did it always, but today was special, today my mom kissed me, today i got a warm hug and also kisses from my daddy, today Apli has being really sweet to me, today I'm full of blessings from my family, friends, and the strangers, today i got a side job from my friend, today my cousin offering me a different job, today my little neighbor sent me some of cute cupcakes made by her, today i got a bunch of happiness and i finally realized that no matter what makes me feel alone.. there's always someone come up to me and raise me up, and the last, today i keep being me and it always be.
You know what, i don't need any celebrating moment of my day when i finally get these things. This is what i called precious, i feel priceless. This is my day, thanks for all, God. :)

Saturday 16 April 2011

21.06: She Needs Me

I don't know where she is now but suddenly she's talking to me on my messenger that she needs me. She needs my appearance around her and all i can do is giving her a smile and telling that she had me on her side, right here, even when we're separate this distances.

I know how it feels being alone when your head full of things you've been thinking whole day. Maybe the unspoken thingy, made your brain works harder to remember some of thoughts and feelings. And you need is a friend to share, but no one can feel you the same just like you want to tell the most. The closest friend of yours.

I sad when she down, but the feeling of being needed by someone you love is the best feeling ever. Cause no matter what it is, she/he has placing you on her/him top list i guess. The trusted one.