Friendship is Expensive

I love my friends, i respect them as they're respect me. but i guess it's too hard to have them. the longer you know, the stronger you felt that they're not so into you. you can see the kindness thing of you're friends in the first time you know 'em. but they're can be an evil sometimes. i always tried to be the nice person, but when they're breaks me down, i can be worst than he/she will ever know. it's not an emotional statement, I'm not shown my disappointed of someone else but it's truth.. if you want to kept your friends, you'd better to know 'em deeper, you can't make a friends based on your benefit, shared your loyalty and be good for it.