My First Sketch!

Have a short conversation with my friend and he promise me to make a sketch of mine. So i thought why i don't make it by my self? I used to think to draw it but i really can't draw, yea.. if you ask me to draw a couple mountain including their coffee shop near by the road, i will, but drawing a face into a sketch? Haha! It's impossible.

So, why don't give my self a try? my mind said that. Then i chose a picture of me and edit the photo into an edge to make a basic pattern of your face by using the Photoshop CS, done it? Open the Paint at your windows and start painting your photo with a pencil. Drawing line per line, one piece of your hair per hair and be patience to wait until your sketch done. Easy? Haha again, just try.. I already done sketching mine less than 3 hours. Ain't bad at all, right? Yay! :)

I Quit Playing Pretend

You may hear me laugh but you will never see what is going on behind my back, how bigger this pain i own on my shoulders, how they're irritates me. So i smile, fake smile. What did you expect? I am not that strong. So starting today i will stop pretending everything is okay because it's not. Then will you stop asking me, am i okay? you got this, I'm not okay.

On a Sunday Afternoon

I've been watching The Romantics movie, played by Katie Holmes and Josh Duhamel. The line is about nothing complicates friendships like love. I don't really enjoy the movie so much but totally love their soundtrack, so beautiful. Here they are some of the songs I've been play round and round lately;

Son Lux - Betray
The Zombies - This Will Be Our Year
The Bird And The Bee - Preparedness
Bedouin Soundclash feat. Coeur de Pirate - Brutal Hearts

enjoy the songs! :)

Pray For Life

"The size of your problem represents the size of your blessing." - @twis_ter

Last week, i felt like i had fall by a gigantic storm, it's pouring, the wind was blowing me down. It seems like i cannot move my body, it's even harder for me to stir my tongue to reach a help. The unexpected moments against my heart and I'm bleeding! -gaaahh.. now it feels like I'm over react, right? Okaaayy.. anyway, the quote above represents my problem now. I've been drunk, intoxicated and over satisfied by the reality, I'm on a high confident to face my life, how is my future supposed to be so I'm neglecting what i have to believe. Simply word, arrogant. Me... means nothing in the name of God, Allah. Remember how God can make you survive in your life, give you some happiness, give you a mercy, give you a love. And easy me, forgetting who am i, what i have to do, yea.. call it praying. So shortly mind of me, i don't want to fall in the same hole like i did yesterday and i only want to say this, you must learn to not easily being proud of what you get today, keep remembering your self to be grateful and thankful to God for what you had and have shared with others, that's how you live, that's all life. Oh, life. :)

PS: but you should know there is always a lesson from every problem toward you. :)